IMAGINEE IMAGINEE

OLLY made my day
like he always does, just makes me smile. Always makes me smile, I don't know he just has a way with words. And the way he makes my feel special.
Nuff Sed Olly, I care about you. LOTS.
and tomorrow when I go out with him it will be good, I don't know how describe how he makes me feel, he makes me feel well, special. :) and 'nice' as we say. yes, we have 'words' and 'songs' so that makes us even more awesome, and all the more cuter.
it's the world cup soon, :) it's going to be good because me and christie are having a bbq on the first match and we will have a good time, bikini's, ice cubes and cocktails, the best out of the summer.
talking about the summer hasn't it been the best weather like ever?
the sun is high in the sky and it tends to be cloudless, thats the first thing i realised as i stepped out of the concrete world of the underground this morning entering into london, the cloudless sky and how pretty i felt. i just wish i brought my trilbe and a camera, but i wasn't allowed - embassy you see.
embassy wont let you bring camera's were as I think that my dad was just jealous of my coolness today thats why he wouldn't let me wear my straw trilbe - i will wear tomorrow! OURGGH YEA. 'sounds like a plan'
I thought lots about the husband today (olly) i don't know, everything reminds me of him, and really soon. I don't know, I'm not going to jinks so I wont say. :)
I just like him lots.
OMG I HATE THIS ADVERT, IT'S AWFUL!
I HATE DINA MCCOLL IN THIS ADVERT 'ONE MILLION POUNDS' URGH. it's always on e4, which I suppose it's my fault because I am always watching e4, I'm always in the conservatory now, it's summer, it's a summer thaaang. (Y)
I don't really neatly blog, I'm going to fail as a journalist, i will fix this one day, but you know, for the time being. i can smell Terry's (gardener and household friend's) coffee and it does smell very nice.
I think I might just get one.

- love like rockets - it's an awesome song by ava (angels and airwaves) it's our song. DOUCHE FACEEE (H)

I am not going to bold anything when I'm uploading via my iPod. It's too much hassle and it's vey annoying.
The weather has been so good since James passed away, he is using all of his smiles and strength to give us it so we know that we're being looked down on.
That's why ive been using the weather to it's potential, I was out tanning with my wait for it -boyfriend Olly :) and then water fights with my. crew! DAMNN, we gave toasts to James and making the most out of the days. Oh, gtg!

naarh, i don't want a song title today.

yesterday wasn't the greatest, no-one could of made my day.
My friend James past away last Sunday, only a day after we saw him. Bless him... he is in a better place now and although blogs are the place to ramble I am thinking close friends deaths aren't the best to post on facebook, blogger or twitter. Apart from the saying 'sleep tight sweetie'
At that, my father and I had an argument, and then we had a heated family discussion. I'm not in the mood to type right now.
GOOOOODBYE

Today ladies and gentlemen, I had a brainstorm, personal mind mapping whatever you want to call it. Well, this all started after watching Junior Apprentice on Wednesday night, followed by re-watching it on Friday night. And it got me thinking. I could do that, I could do amazing at that (not being cocky, but it's true).
I would like to own my own shop, starting on the Internet first and then expand out and go to events like...the clothes show live (dream or what?!). I suppose this really does fail for my idea of working on magazines, I suppose I was just lost in the blur of Nylon. I suppose it still is my inspiration, makes my heart tick as the colors hit me in the face. Oh, what an experience.
I know it will be hard, but if I start saving now I could have my own little business by the time I am late 15. I am a dreamer right? Well, I think I could- even if at first it's not rolling by posting things on facebook and handing out leaflets I'd have a word out in no time.
I really hope this works out, my own little fashion store on the net. I would love to one day have my own little shop, and clothes while playing lots of songs which I can share the love with my customers. But oh if that doesn't work, I guess I will have to just push even harder. Because like Walt Disney says "dreams will come true"

oh, at that I will have to say - I am going to go in for the appritence when I am old enough, junior one (Y)

FRONTLINE

OLLY AND MATT MADE MY DAY
Matt, is just being so nice through the situation about James which has got worse, but to get onto that later, Matt makes me laugh and cares about me. He's a good guy. Olly, he's funny and sweet. Made me laugh yesterday, cz' he was in a weird mood he is just so nice.
James, to get onto that topic. He has done really bad, he only has a couple of weeks left. And after days of crying and thinking the worst, I think he will be able push out a couple of months, he is more then a fighter. He is a strong guy and I am so happy we saw him yesterday. I love James to bits, and I don't need to cry because he is still here and if I haven't got the hope and positivity for him to keep fighting then what chance has he got? :'(
If I carry on going on about this I'll cry again and he wouldn't want that.
BTW. teenage dirtbag - wheatus not weezer (thanks olly)
and, the song which I will have for this is Pillar - Frontline. mine and james' song. (L) x

ALL THE SMALL THINGS

WOWZA, dancing with the sister to some right banging tunes in the middle of the air (erik: how do we actually know where the middle of the air is? kirsty: well it's not high up, or low down. erik: i need measurements) this is just pure awesome. I am shaking my tail feather ;)
I LAAAVE MAJOR LAZER, (L)
thats all.

all the small things - blink 182, cz' it was a small blog.

DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER

(bold) OLLY MADE MY DAY (/bold)
THATS MORE LIKE IT. I say thats more like it because now I have abitt of music on it can brighten any one's day espically because I am charging my iPod. I hope while doing this "I am not erasing all my data and music and stuff. That would make me really upset and stuff. I think I would start swearing, and cursing that the little old people behind me would be applaud and then cry. Along with me.
I am very dramatic when it comes to my iPod I hardly put it down, I listen to music, socialise and treat it with tender love and care. The only thing which I don't do with my iPod which I could do is take photo's, but that would be an iPhone not an iTouch, would it not? I am thinking it would.
To get onto the topic which I normally start with, which would be the person who has made my day. But even before I do that, update is needed. Andy has been some-what jerkish and has not talked much, found it awesome how much he is into gaming and trying to sort out his life which meens, "kirsty I am not into you, but I am trying to be nice and let you down easy" that makes you even worse -,- and Olly, always makes me laugh as we all know, he has been the starterof this thing serval times, he makes me laugh because his helmet suits my face (like crocs suit my feet - Jade you'd get this) but yes, he's made my day (to finally to get onto topic) because he has been so sweet lately, loading me with compliments getting all the cd's I wanted and just like showering me in love. I think he is sweet, I don't think anything will happen, but hey! if it is supposed to it will. (:
I am going home right now, but lets take you through the day...

gooooooodmorning sunshine, - thats the sun coming through the blinds and if I wasn't happy to be seeing my friends (and curtains) in the first time in 6 weeks then I would not be saying good morning, it would be something along the lines of ARRRGH STUPID LIGHT GO AWAY.
I woke up, then realised what a day I had ahead of me, lots of packing to do, and a last minute tan to get, and there was one thing I was going to look forward to more then the other, the tan. I'd say I quickly did my case, but that would be a lie, it took me hours on end. Jumps and rugby wrestles to get my case filled with skateboards, roller skates, shoes and some clothes to close. I did it ofcourse, with it being 23kilo's, (this was the second lightest case we had out of the 5 we had for 4 people).
The house was on air-con at 24degrees compared to the outside humidity which was at 37degrees, the hottest day we had while being there since we had been treating it as our home for 6 weeks. I lay outside for about an hour, two hours, chatting to people like Olly, which is always a pleasure, and James, who had bad news (with out sounding morbid by cutting a story short, we found out James had lukimeia a year ago last Feburary, and he had been good since last summer, back at school and just being Jamesy, now he has found out that he has it back, which was upsetting, I love James to bits, like a brother and stuff, I am not going to worry because he is going to come through it, I had no fear about it- oh and my other friend got hit by a car, he's okaa minus the fact he has a broken foot and could need plastic surgery, but that will probberbly come up in another blog). After talking to them for a while and slowly being pushed into the shade by the house which was acting as a shady wall, I moved to a different place to be told by my sister how much sun burn I have. SCORE! What else could you ask for on the last day of your holiday?! SERIOUSLY? I go back to school on Tuesday, that gives my legs and odd patches on my stomach (my arm lay across one part of it, so I'm now like a ZEEEEbra), time to turn into laaavely tan which I can show off infront of to my people (mac daddy or what? ;D). It's worked out pretty well to be quite frank. It's all good.

song - don't look back in anger - it's on my ipod BIATCH.

LEARNING TO FLY

It's weird to think I'm over a thousand feet in the air, and going faster then a some extreme roller coaster rides but yet I still complain about the odd turbulance. I've been on the plan, what two hours (maybe) now, and I have resort to getting my laptop out to have a good old blogging sesh. You could be wondering, internet in the sky you lucky so and so. No, word document, saved uploaded on a further date, cz' I'm cool like that. I don't know what I could say to entertain you guys mind, I am finding it hard to entertain myself, it's the May 1st, (uno de mayo) in America yet 2nd in England. And we still don't think time change is possible. Actually we've been having it for ages since we had planes.
Who would of thought when we first got planes we would of been going and flying abroad for holidays, those in WW2 didn't (I know this cz' I watched fly boys) and I am beasty like that.
Well, this blog is short. I will do another one once I've sorted out my music playlist. ;D

learning to fly - foo fighters.