Monday 18 October 2010

dear blogger,
We haven't talked in a while. this sucks right? I have only just got my laptop back. This sucks, as stuff about me and my ex were on here. And lately I have missed in lots, and I am going to admit that I have cried lately. MISS YA' BUD.
But on other news, I have been getting close with my friends.
AND EVEN OTHER NEWS, comedians are on my tele. goodbye.

Friday 1 October 2010

UPDATE

It's been a while since I've been on this. I've been busy you see. I've been doing a lot of work. I have 20 GCSE's I am leaving with at the end of year 11, whether I pass them or not is a completely different thing.
I have been dealing with a lot, it was the passing of my granda's a year the other day, and I am still get over my ex, but I think I am thinking positively about the past more then regretting it, because 'no regrets' as Katy Perry says in her hit song 'Teenage Dreams'
I think once Oliver and I broke up I have had more time with my friends and I am enjoying having the closeness with them. As well as it being winter months and not being about to go out as much with the risk of turning into looking like a cat that has been pissed on.
I am now seeing Christie every other night, spending more time with my sister and doing a lot more homework then before. Thats a good thing. I will maybe pass these years. I am not saying that going out with him was bad for me, but I was ignoring other needs and focusing to much on him. Which ended up being the reason we broke up, maybe if I was my self then I would of made this thing called a realtionship last. But I am not going to think like that, whats happened has happened.
And, things happened for a reason, oh and btw Blogger. I love hugs.