SO LETS TALK;

Well, after 6 months of blogging about, and nearly 4 months of going out with him it's over. I am sad, I'm not going to lie. It's not just my boyfriend I've lost, it's my bestfriend. I've got memories which won't be the same when looked upon and it's just sad. I'm not mad at him, if anything it's me. I care to much which makes people repel, I'm no goddess I have insecurities and I've had tough times you are there to make it to my best. It's not nice, I couldn't finish my mac and cheese and I'm sexually frustrated. What a thing to post on the Internet, jk the only one who would read this would be well. Olly but I don't know. Olly if you are reading this: I don't hate your guts out, you mean the world to me as you've helped me' through times with James and you've been there when I've been scared and petted me' when ill. I'm sorry we couldn't be anything more and I love you, you'll always have a part of me' even if it's my cheesy lines and words on postcards.