DAY 1 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

1. I started doing this on Tumblr, then I came back from America and stopped so back to blogger.
2. I ramble a lot, ask my friend Gareth, I tell him everything.
3. I like late night texts.
4. I got mentioned on the radio with my best friend four times in one night.
5. I love singing, makes me feel free and refreshed.
6. I've fallen asleep in a shop.
7. When I am not on technology, I will be with friends or thinking about my future.
8. I told Tyler I would mention him on a blog, so here you go.
9. I think freckles are gorgeous.
10.Drunken men suck.
11.Being musical improves your hotness on my terms. I don't know why, just does.
12.My favourite make-up company is Maybeline.
13.I am very loud and sarcastic.
14.Dancing in the rain will cheer me up.
15.I've had a go at my mum in my sleep before.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of your handwriting
Day 15- iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs + explain the meaning they have to you
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

this is what i am going to do for the next thirty days.

WHAT A WEEKEND.
Friday, photo day. The day when every-one pretends to hate there looks so they can expose them selves in utter vanity. I'm not going to lie, I thought I looked pretty and I liked my photo. At least I am not pretending about it. I liked it. I felt pretty. Nice feeling.
Due to the photo's being behind schedule we got them done when we were supposed to engaging and preforming in Phyiscal Education a.k.a PE. So we had a lesson of laziness, unless you're bestfriends with a cripple so you 'steal' their crutches and let loose around the Sports Hall with them, which reminds me. NOTE TO SELF: never break your leg or anything from the waste down, as you're shit on crutches
Friday night, looking after the best guy friend as he's to wasted to look after him self, and as he declares his love for you he attempts to win you over with drunken slurs to see if he can 'bone you' as he would 'right now, in this field' and you persistantly say no. Will the point ever come across? This leads onto dragging him to the local park then running away as he believes he is going to get stabbed. +the next day he can't remember anything but being in your conservatory at midnight and walking home at 3am.
DRUNKEN MEN SUCK.
To leading onto the next day. Pretending that everything is the same, when it's not...you nearly peed on me. Your bestfriend gets hit in town, your sister gets threatened. Aswell as your ex texting you when drunk and as much as it was a little line, it still makes me want you back so bad. I miss you, again.
DRUNKEN MEN SUCK.
the lesson today guys is... drunken men suck.

dear blogger,
We haven't talked in a while. this sucks right? I have only just got my laptop back. This sucks, as stuff about me and my ex were on here. And lately I have missed in lots, and I am going to admit that I have cried lately. MISS YA' BUD.
But on other news, I have been getting close with my friends.
AND EVEN OTHER NEWS, comedians are on my tele. goodbye.

UPDATE

It's been a while since I've been on this. I've been busy you see. I've been doing a lot of work. I have 20 GCSE's I am leaving with at the end of year 11, whether I pass them or not is a completely different thing.
I have been dealing with a lot, it was the passing of my granda's a year the other day, and I am still get over my ex, but I think I am thinking positively about the past more then regretting it, because 'no regrets' as Katy Perry says in her hit song 'Teenage Dreams'
I think once Oliver and I broke up I have had more time with my friends and I am enjoying having the closeness with them. As well as it being winter months and not being about to go out as much with the risk of turning into looking like a cat that has been pissed on.
I am now seeing Christie every other night, spending more time with my sister and doing a lot more homework then before. Thats a good thing. I will maybe pass these years. I am not saying that going out with him was bad for me, but I was ignoring other needs and focusing to much on him. Which ended up being the reason we broke up, maybe if I was my self then I would of made this thing called a realtionship last. But I am not going to think like that, whats happened has happened.
And, things happened for a reason, oh and btw Blogger. I love hugs.

this is a blog which i wrote just after me and my ex broke up, it's on my phone, so i'm clearing up space. it's nothing harsh about him. i swear, i just miss him.

I miss being that number one, I'm now single, my two bestfriends friends have upgrades from me, some-one who'll beat me.
I want some loving please?
I miss the thought of knowing you're the person who they'd call and run to in a crisis. That you can go to bingo with, all best friends go to bingo. I miss you and it's only been a week, I miss you a lot.
- now I am writing in present date, it's been two weeks now, the other day would of made us up to another month. but things are looking up now. things are being ok. and we're not together for a reason. we're ment to be bestfrined. i love you bruv'

Well, after 6 months of blogging about, and nearly 4 months of going out with him it's over. I am sad, I'm not going to lie. It's not just my boyfriend I've lost, it's my bestfriend. I've got memories which won't be the same when looked upon and it's just sad. I'm not mad at him, if anything it's me. I care to much which makes people repel, I'm no goddess I have insecurities and I've had tough times you are there to make it to my best. It's not nice, I couldn't finish my mac and cheese and I'm sexually frustrated. What a thing to post on the Internet, jk the only one who would read this would be well. Olly but I don't know. Olly if you are reading this: I don't hate your guts out, you mean the world to me as you've helped me' through times with James and you've been there when I've been scared and petted me' when ill. I'm sorry we couldn't be anything more and I love you, you'll always have a part of me' even if it's my cheesy lines and words on postcards.

PRESENTS!

What would be the best present? Yes, I'm asking you guys...I will get no reply as no-body loves me on this jerk. Yet, I still proceed to write on you basically everyday... my life is so pitiful.
Ok, so it's my birthday a month after I get back. I was thinking about it today when I was on YOUTUBE it's full of wonders guys MANY MANY WONDERS. I was thinking, that first a shout on the wonderful Youtube would make my day... no joke. If I got a shout out it'd be like OMG. I LOVE LIFE. Then also if you sat down and dedicated a song to me, that would make my day then just after if I got a hug. Damn, just one of those moments you've just fallen in love with the world right?
I have those moments, dancing in the rain and when the sun hits my cheekbones makes me feel so whole and so pretty. It's lovely, truly is.
On my birthday, I don't know what I'll get but what I would like: memories. It's the best thing you could wish for you look back on things and you think what it's brought you. This laptops brought me some memories, it's brought me to see who Olly was and that was the best one and then there was when Jade (BESTBUDDD), Joe and I were in my conservatory and I was playing some awesome music and Joe looks at me disgustingly and then suddenly whips out a banana. It was the funniest thing, EVER. Well, maybe not ever bet you get my drift.
For my birthday, show me what I meen to you, and show that you know things about me. Greeting me with my favorite drink, or trashy bracelets. OMG, I'd love you forever. JUST SAYING. :)
Now, it's time for my favorite song... :)

16th August.
I would like to see my art displayed. I would like to see people looking at my photographs and feeling inspired. I'd like to know how to get there, Winterton isn't really a place where you start is it?
The most fame we've had from down our end was when Never Sed did a support act for Status Quo, I haven't heard anything of them since 2007, it's now 2010. Another thing which makes us famous, apparently, is the awards our school has got by Peermentors. When I hear some-one from another part of even Linconshire saying they know where our school is (minus links by realatives) I'll believe you.
Winterton, describe? It's this place just outside Scunthorpe, Scunthorpe's claim to fame. Tiny Temper - Pass Out
'I've been to South Hampton but I've never been to Scunthorpe'
You don't really want to come here dear Temps, we have two college's a Topshop and only just getting a Primark. Says a lot really. The nearest designer stores we have to us is most probberbly a 6 hour drive, we're in the middle of no-where.
My bestfriend owns six chickens and then sereval of my friends own pigs and horses. We live on a huge farm-estate.
If you're from down my end you're most likely going to live at park untill you're 19, after hanging out there for about five years. Every day there you'll get bored, trust me. I'm a parker.
I'm saying all this negativeness about my village, but really you can make your friends for life here, you'll have more freedom then a city if you're growing up because you know every-one. You will know some-one who works at the chippy and they'll give you extra chips for the same price as a small. So it's ok, but it's hardly the 'Concrete Jungle Where Dreams Are Made Of, There's Nothing You Can't Do' .... theres nothing you can't do, because there is nothing to do. Simple really.

May 1st again.
OLLY MADE MY DAY
THATS MORE LIKE IT. I say thats more like it because now I have abitt of music on it can brighten any one's day espically because I am charging my iPod. I hope while doing this "I am not erasing all my data and music and stuff. That would make me really upset and stuff. I think I would start swearing, and cursing that the little old people behind me would be applaud and then cry. Along with me.
I am very dramatic when it comes to my iPod I hardly put it down, I listen to music, socialise and treat it with tender love and care. The only thing which I don't do with my iPod which I could do is take photo's, but that would be an iPhone not an iTouch, would it not? I am thinking it would.
To get onto the topic which I normally start with, which would be the person who has made my day. But even before I do that, update is needed. Andy has been some-what jerkish and has not talked much, found it awesome how much he is into gaming and trying to sort out his life which meens, "kirsty I am not into you, but I am trying to be nice and let you down easy" that makes you even worse -,- and Olly, always makes me laugh as we all know, he has been the starterof this thing serval times, he makes me laugh because his helmet suits my face (like crocs suit my feet - Jade you'd get this) but yes, he's made my day (to finally to get onto topic) because he has been so sweet lately, loading me with compliments getting all the cd's I wanted and just like showering me in love. I think he is sweet, I don't think anything will happen, but hey! if it is supposed to it will. (:
I am going home right now, but lets take you through the day...

gooooooodmorning sunshine, - thats the sun coming through the blinds and if I wasn't happy to be seeing my friends (and curtains) in the first time in 6 weeks then I would not be saying good morning, it would be something along the lines of ARRRGH STUPID LIGHT GO AWAY.
I woke up, then realised what a day I had ahead of me, lots of packing to do, and a last minute tan to get, and there was one thing I was going to look forward to more then the other, the tan. I'd say I quickly did my case, but that would be a lie, it took me hours on end. Jumps and rugby wrestles to get my case filled with skateboards, roller skates, shoes and some clothes to close. I did it ofcourse, with it being 23kilo's, (this was the second lightest case we had out of the 5 we had for 4 people).
The house was on air-con at 24degrees compared to the outside humidity which was at 37degrees, the hottest day we had while being there since we had been treating it as our home for 6 weeks. I lay outside for about an hour, two hours, chatting to people like Olly, which is always a pleasure, and James, who had bad news (with out sounding morbid by cutting a story short, we found out James had lukimeia a year ago last Feburary, and he had been good since last summer, back at school and just being Jamesy, now he has found out that he has it back, which was upsetting, I love James to bits, like a brother and stuff, I am not going to worry because he is going to come through it, I had no fear about it- oh and my other friend got hit by a car, he's okaa minus the fact he has a broken foot and could need plastic surgery, but that will probberbly come up in another blog). After talking to them for a while and slowly being pushed into the shade by the house which was acting as a shady wall, I moved to a different place to be told by my sister how much sun burn I have. SCORE! What else could you ask for on the last day of your holiday?! SERIOUSLY? I go back to school on Tuesday, that gives my legs and odd patches on my stomach (my arm lay across one part of it, so I'm now like a ZEEEEbra), time to turn into laaavely tan which I can show off infront of to my people (mac daddy or what? ;D). It's worked out pretty well to be quite frank. It's all good.

song - don't look back in anger - it's on my ipod BIATCH.

Before, when I was on the plane: May 1st

It's weird to think I'm over a thousand feet in the air, and going faster then a some extreme roller coaster rides but yet I still complain about the odd turbulance. I've been on the plan, what two hours (maybe) now, and I have resort to getting my laptop out to have a good old blogging sesh. You could be wondering, internet in the sky you lucky so and so. No, word document, saved uploaded on a further date, cz' I'm cool like that. I don't know what I could say to entertain you guys mind, I am finding it hard to entertain myself, it's the May 1st, (uno de mayo) in America yet 2nd in England. And we still don't think time change is possible. Actually we've been having it for ages since we had planes.
Who would of thought when we first got planes we would of been going and flying abroad for holidays, those in WW2 didn't (I know this cz' I watched fly boys) and I am beasty like that.
Well, this blog is short. I will do another one once I've sorted out my music playlist. ;D

DIETS BITCHES.

Being on a diet is so hard, I just had a lean cuisine dinner and it was about the size of my fist. The 'chicken' in it was two chunks and it was not at all filling hence the 270 calories which potentially I could have two corn-dogs from and feel more satisfied.
The hardest bit about it is my mother and father having an 'all american breakfast' consisting of bacon, pancakes, eggs and maybe sausages. I dislike this very much. I can smell the aroma and here it sizzling. This is torture.
It's OK I suppose if you think about it, it's not the best fried stuff you could have. No that would be with my boyfriend. He makes the best eggs. No joke. I want one now. My diet should be made easier since I'm out all the time but are we? No, we're heading to the cinema tomorrow which is situated next to a Ben and Jerry's ice-cream parlor and todays highlight was going to church. My dad being on my back about me loosing a few pounds, maybe a stone isn't the politest. I need some lovely compliments of my boyfriend actually to make me in a good mood. Olly?

HOLLYWOOD.

I'm thinking about the future again folks, who would of thought this would of came up. AGAIN? And this started when my dad told one of his empolies that he will get back to him he needs to show his daughter the design first.
Obviously my opinion is important. Secondly, this advert is going into a Hollywood Movie magazine which directors and actress would probberbly read. Then he's going to go to Hollywood parties to 'network' I'm jealous of my father I really am.
Hopefully, with this networking it'll open doors for me, some-how.
It's just a short blog today guys because I'm going to go for a dip - or swim shall I say.

You get those days where you feel insecure, today is one of those days. I gave you a blog earlier about missing people, then I talk to Olly and we had a little fall out but then he goes with no 'I love you' or kisses, and thats what makes me feel down.
Today I woke up feeling, basically? Like shit. I've not had enough in the past days. My face is all breaking out and although I'm in 40 degrees my tan is disappearing.
I miss my friends, I miss them so bad.
I miss Olly, I miss him so bad.

MISSING PEOPLE.

I HATE MISSING PEOPLE.
I makes me want to cry, no joke. It's not just missing people it's the fact that you're not going to see them for a long time, or maybe even ever. A lot can change, and I get scared that things will change and people's opinions will change. I freaked out like this last summer.
My best friend drank a lot and did some stupid stuff and I thought she died her hair and all this stuff built up. It made me think that she's not going to want to be friends with me when I got back. I did stay friends with her, she's my best friend. But things change after holidays.
I think this problem of mine started when I was going out with my ex-Sam. Flash back to the past, I came back from holiday and he broke up with me! Same with Nathan, and I swear to God if it happens with Olly I'm going to join a convent and become a nun. Because Olly is the person I feel strongest too, ever. He's the person I love.
I hate going away, half way through I start freaking out, and I need that secruity my bestfriends and boyfriend gives me. I suppose that today when I was watching Sabrina the Teenage Witch (i'm so hardcore) came on it was on about how lying comes back to haunt you.
And mine and Olly's big thing, well I'm not lying. I'm just not mentioning anything. I hate that.
I love Olly though, too much to mention. I miss him, I haven't had a proper chat with him in donks.
I miss you, and I think we should have a really long chat today, sounds like a plan?

Scotland has the pizza-crunch (battered mars bar and tablet can be included), Canada has there cheese-gravy chips, and what I've now discovered is the 'Cookie Sandwich.'
Yes, I'm talking about some seriously fatty foods, and most of them are the heaven on our tongue.
Tablet for all you people who've never grazed upon it is a sweet-killer, two bags of pure cane sugar go into a tray of it and on the first bite you can feel it clogging up your pipes...but oh is it worth it.
Onto the 'Cookie Sandwich' ice-cream filled cookie like the bread. It's basically everything you've ever dreamed of...

You hear talks from your alone-nan and they say about how 'all guys will see many girls try them ALL out then finally settle down,' and I'm here in the corner like 'hello! I have a secret boyfriend who's 17 and he's not a jerk he loves me and he's a keeper' and she says how 'at that age they go around try them all out, mostly at once' adn I'm like 'my boyfriends 17 and he's on;y with me, I'm enough to handle' and yet again she'll say that 'times have changed since before you're not going to be in love at that age' my response 'K I'm off too sleep..'
my silent response? good news is my nan isn't no fool, but she hasn't met my dear Olly, and even if we don't stay like gravy+mash for eternity it's nice to know I'm going to give it one hell of a shot... because this one? It's for Jesus.

THE ADVENTURES OF THE HOGG SISTERS AND BURRUS.

While in Spain we had a situation...
this girl, Victoria, complained (she was very quite and when she opened her mouth all she did was complain) all the time. So when she wanted an ice-cream you had to get her one so she would shut up. Then there was Eilidh, Charlotte and I walking around the only place in a 10 mile radius (I exaggerate highly) that served an ice-cream was a very posh chinese restaurant so going in to order an ice-cream cone us three 'ladies' found extremely inappropriate so what do we do? Egg fried rice please! Thats what came to Charlotte's mind, Eilidh's was like 'I can get served' then after fake looking at the menu 'spring rolls' came into her mind, like 'sweet and sour chicken balls' came into mine. So we ordered it dispite the fact we'd already had dinner that night (it was fish and it was delishious).
To quickly finish the story, the only alcohol there was Sangria and then free peach-snaps at the end. Victoria also hated her ice-cream. Well done -,-

This was written before I went to Spain, but only uploaded now.

Well rush-hour traffic is great isn't it? I'm sat in the car on the way back from Doncaster wearing my gorgeous new heels from Wallis. It would be nice to actually get home, why? Because I've got people to see this is a crucial day in my week before I leave them for holiday-ness.
I must say although I bought a lot today I didn't get the white trousers I wanted, nor the bikini I need. But the stuff I got really does cancel it out, a little bit anyway not fully because that's not good math is it?
I got told off yesterday from the father because of my lack of english skills saying 'math' instead of 'maths' because he says in defense that 'maths' is a plural thing obviously coming from 'mathematics' but if you shorten it you take off the 'matics' leaving 'math' I love being right, it's such a dream.

DEAR LOVE
the things you do when bored, well really you do nothing. and it's amazing how much of our lives we throw away by doing this. it's not that i'm bored now. it's that i'm just thinking of something to do while dear olly is busy fixing-ness. and it seems he's done now so i'll continue this later (H)

IM MAD SICK DRUMS OF THE BASSES
chhers olly :D

FALLING ASLEEP IN STRANGE PLACES

I NEARLY FELL ASLEEP ON YOU TODAY
then your mother walked in.
I've experienced several places in which I've 'blacked out,' in which Michael Davis says, in which are out of the ordinary. Once asked about it most people reply 'the bath' which is not odd for one which goes for a bath every-single night to relax. In my time I've fallen asleep in several places which are out of the ordinary. To start with, I was six and we were at a street party with my family on a holiday to Spain, I was tired and ill* so I found a popcorn wall** and sat and fell asleep. What else? There was that time we were in a shop you know the ones with the pillows and beds? Yep, I've fallen asleep there. And while on msn at a friends. Which isn't to bad really is it?
I plan on adding to this to be quite frank.
OLLY, as we all know is my boyfriend, his weirdest place which he fell asleep in was a bath, this was before he got ill the other day and fell asleep on me at the local park. And nearly today aswell, before his mother walked in. Gill, by the way that's her name.
* I was ill at Spain I get ill there easily, but now it's bound to happen, why? because my boyfriend kissed me, he is dramatically ill.
** popcorn wall, a painted wall made out of tiny stones, very uncomfortable.

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE IT WHEN YOU SCREW THINGS UP? yes, sarcasm is my forte.
I am trying to be the best girlfriend I can, and I come up with I went through your inbox and it seems I have trust issues, I DON'T. I love him, I was comparing inbox to sent box. and I send way more, if you were wondering that is. I made my ill boyfriend pissed off.
NO NEED TO DWELL THOUGH KIRSTY, NO NEED TO DWELL.

i'm about to change my box on facebook, but wanted to keep the things which Olly wrote for me on the side so
'I ROCK, as much as rocks.
and they rock because they are rock
which meens i rock.

I'm awesome. Just remember that.'

and my bit
'I'm Kirsty, I'm freaking awesome. Ask my husband, he loves me to bits.'

ONTO SOMETHING ELSE,
Although today I seemed bored and for a while I was I very much enjoyed it, I wasn't as bored as I was relaxing. I don't mind sitting next to my boyfriend while he plays cod, or sitting on a bed with his friends doing nothing, why? because I love him. And I don't mind even sitting next to him in the side of one of his closest friends mini's, why? because he had his hand on my arse. and i like that.

I LOVE LIFE,
even though at times i shouldn't i get a tune in my head and i'll sing the world down. defeat whats not needed, because i know what i want. and i'll get what i want. one way or another.
I think I get a long with his friends :) thats good right?
My mother wont give him a shot, because of my dad's tooooo strong views. Or well, we'll beat that, we'll show them when he turns up at my house on my 16th birthday with roses and a condom. JK, i joke.
No, we're perfect, I don't care what you say. He loves me, and dito to that.

I saw this on twitter.
I'm going to do the 30 day challenge, just not for thirty days. Why? I'm going on holiday soon enough, so... it'll be the 10 challenge (only because it sounds better then the 11 day one).
So the challenge, give a recent photo and fifteen facts. LETS GO!
1. I hate wedgeys.
2. I love lieing in trees talking.
3. I hate my laugh, but if you make me not say 'I hate my laugh' after I laugh, I found that truley hilarious.
4. I want a watch.
5. I am in love.
6. I want to visit New York.
7. I would like to live in Miami,
8. I've never been to Miami.
9. I hate it when people don't text back.
10.I get all giddy when I think of Olly.
11.I am a slow worker.
12.Why? Perfectionist.
13.But when I get that spark, I don't think I just write.
14.I dream a lot.
15.I've never had a proper pet

I CURRENTLY HAVE SEVENTY POUNDS OFF MY REPORT.
to spend it on something which I'm not completely sure about would be silly, so here's my plan.
I am going to buy a canvas and print one of my photo's onto it, this will be in America at Summer I will do this because I would like to have one of my photo's hanging in my room, nice? I thought so too.
I'd also like to have a nice summer dress which would probberbly be about half of my money as well, about 35 pounds for a dress? NOT BAD. but I already have a cute summer dress, I suppose I could just change some of it into Euro's as I am also hitting Spain in summer so I could buy some stuff there like trashy bracelets, infact that sounds more apeling then a summer dress.

SO IT'S LIKE THIS.
JAMES NEAL WEEK, raising money for my unfortunately past bestfriend. It's hard rejoicing over the actitivies we're doing when the cause is loosing your friend to a dieseas. It's ok I suppose, because James loved having a blast. For you bla' for you.
I'm currently listening to a song recommended by Nylon it's supposed to remind me of lemonade?
It's not working so far, what-so-ever. May I add the best thing ever would be cloudly lemonade? Well, I have added so it's s'all gravy.
Ok, so it's getting more into the song it's abit better now...it's music for the culture which doesn't understand pointless music. Like lets say. YOU.
that made no sense, it's not reminding me of lemonade more of a fairground ride, like the mary-go-round? Oh well, till next time.

complain, complain, complain. thats all I hear from my bloody mother. You need to do this Kirsty, you need to do that. I don't need to do anything mother, apart from see my boyfriend, yes. I cannot stand staying in even thought that cost me a pair of gorgeous boots Olly calls my cowgirls when we all know that cowgirls consist of spurs and higher tops. Oh well, not all of us are geniuses.
Oh and mother, don't tell me not to make plans I am not a last minute person unlike you, they would of already been made.

RU-OOOOOOM

Well, it's not so much this room I have here. I have no room for my plans. But it's a room with bigger then a single bed, smaller then a double- the sheets have cab cars and traffic lights printed on with an assortment of pillows and vintage/retro cartoon teddies like hello kitty, snoopy and mickey ect. (Those three I have already so s'all gravy). I have a desk with a bright pink tin watering can which is actually a home for my cactus, a glass vase full up of coconuts and shiny pebbles. There shall be hanging lanterns and garlands for the looping railings of my curtains.
A whole wall of photos of family and friends and a wall of fashion, a magazine cover painted on the wall (by me) and then around would be cut outs and a music wall lyrics scrawled onto the wall around pictures of my favorite various artists. And junky thinks like film strips hanging flip flops and number plates.

another one.

ANOTHER BLOG,
I'm going to start writing these when I'm walking (and type up when I get home), why? because many thoughts flounder into my mind when I walk, and second because walking can get lonely. I think about Olly a lot when I walk, firstly because I'm going to see him, or have just seen him. Secondly? I love him.
I know what word is thrown around a lot, a lot, a lot- but it's hard to explain the butterflies and smiles he brings to me. anything I do links to him and anything someone says also does too. :)
I suppose you could say the meaning of love is that you can't find a meaning to go with an emotion, unless you find it, so the meaning is, find it, explain it if you like, but if all you do is smile that's an explanation of it's self, you've found some-one who truly cares about you. It's good right?

LIKE YOUU DO

There are things which make you love life, maybe not the same thought as which Russell Howard has 'my grandad hitting a mole with a spade' but the 'radiator pants' are all inclusive.
Things which make you love life are little things like seeing poodles play fight in corn fields with there tails bobbing up and down, but minus the facts you think they're going to kill you after possibly having sex (I mean what else are cornfields for?)but no they turn away in insight to continue to walk down the path, as I do to meet up with my gorgeous boyfriend in what i consider a very nice outfit, with stand out red lips (his favorite colour) and how his top is my favorite colour.
Oh, and another thing which makes me love life? When my best friends' little sister throws an orange at Olly's face, along with when my best friend, Jade, throws a baseball bat at your PE teacher, subconsciously and makes him face plant the floor.
LIFE IS GREAT

Like you do, Angel Taylor

STUFF

I was on facebook, like you do. And then I saw a group called 'facts guys want girls to know' then I thought I would check out what facts 'girls want guys to know' turns out some are jabber, but some are very true.. lets analyse.

1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count.
if you said it? i think it would make me want you more
2. Real men drive stick shift.
manual? as long as when i talk to you when driving you don't ignore me for consertration
3. I will leave if you lie.
depends how big the lie is
4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).
i haven't seen you in one, soo :L
5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so.
i don't because well my periods a bitch
6.I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear.
LOVE LOVE LOVE <3
7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.
true, true.
8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you.
YAR
9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her.
I think i'd be a great mum, but I'm too young
10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you.
no, but it makes me smile :)
11. I expect you to call me.
when you're bored and you think of me, do it.
12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants.
who would? not even some rockstars can pull that off
13. I'm scared of losing my independence.
no, i'm not. i'll always have it
14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be.
i love you, so :)
15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the trick.
marc jacobs babes, marc jacobs not manolo blahnik
16. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. (See directly above.)
i'll say
17. If I'm not having sex with you, I'm: a). having a fat day. b). not feeling "connected" to you. c). blackmailing you to get something I want.
because no-one needs to depend on it, we can hang out
18. Shoes determine whether you're fashionable or not.
slippers tell me how cool you are
19. I own a Debbie Gibson CD, and I'm not afraid to use it.
who's debbie gibson?
20. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.
tell me that i'm not...if i'm not.
21. A man I love plans the occasional fancy-schmancy dress-up date and impromptu weekend getaways, and he buys my favorite candy in advance when we're just going to the movies.
make plans! i love that!
22. You look hot in hooded clothing items.
I love it when I wear your hoody - that black one? or the one your sister got you
26. If you ask me out directly, I will say yes.
:D
27. I'm very impressed when you ask for my advice.
YAHAAA
28. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.
but i like control at times, but i love it when you're controlling-with limits
29. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.
or my favorite colour
30. I want to be Madonna.
i want to be me
31. Women get urinary-tract infections easily, so watch (and wash) your fingers.
WHAT?!
32. I'm in heaven when you hold my hand.
and do a little stroke with your thumb, but you know i love that
33. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.
you're sexy when you're with me, thats all ;P
34. I need to hear how you feel about me. Often. Tell me now.
yes :) go for it
35. Surprises, especially gifts for moi = more loving.
not too much, because you don't need too.
36. I want to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this.
yes
37. If I'm not feeling loved, I will start looking....
you're not socks, you're more then a channel bag, i wanna keep you forever
38. Discussion of ex-gf's and ex-bf's should be avoided at all times.
especially, if the only reason you broke up is because she moved away -,-
39. I like it when you tell me what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself.
yes, i do.
40. Celebrating our anniversary, even if it's only been a few months, earns major bonus points.
yea :)
41. I love it when you're sweaty.
you're a man, looking like ones hot. do you know what else, when you put on man spray, like lynx and that one you have on your desk.
42. It's best to consult your gal pals for gift ideas.
they know what i want
43. A lady should always be greeted with kisses.
and if i go in for a hug pick me up and spin me around
44. I like porn.
no, i don't
45. I love holding your bum in the palms of my hands.
stroking your back is more for me
46. Even nice girls like hushed dirty talk in public.
i'm posting some thoughts online which i shouldn't but yes.
47. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...
yes, it is.
48. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.
yes i would, but don't break up with me
49. I remember everything about our relationship.
more then you :P but it's oka because i love you
50. You should know all this and more with-out my telling you.
we're working on finding out stuff, like today we had the most loveliest time talking about how you like your hair to be played with
damn, :)
23. You should never tell me what to do.
just guide me :)
24. If I slept over, you owe me breakfast.
because you make awesome fry up, so i hear.
25. My breasts love much licking and sucking.
no comment

I was on facebook, like you do. And then I saw a group called 'facts guys want girls to know' then I thought I would check out what facts 'girls want guys to know' turns out some are jabber, but some are very true.. lets analyse.

1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count.
if you said it? i think it would make me want you more
2. Real men drive stick shift.
manual? as long as when i talk to you when driving you don't ignore me for consertration
3. I will leave if you lie.
depends how big the lie is
4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).
i haven't seen you in one, soo :L
5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so.
i don't because well my periods a bitch
6.I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear.
LOVE LOVE LOVE <3
7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.
true, true.
8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you.
YAR
9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her.
I think i'd be a great mum, but I'm too young
10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you.
no, but it makes me smile :)
11. I expect you to call me.
when you're bored and you think of me, do it.
12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants.
who would? not even some rockstars can pull that off
13. I'm scared of losing my independence.
no, i'm not. i'll always have it
14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be.
i love you, so :)
15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the trick.
marc jacobs babes, marc jacobs not manolo blahnik
16. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. (See directly above.)
i'll say
17. If I'm not having sex with you, I'm: a). having a fat day. b). not feeling "connected" to you. c). blackmailing you to get something I want.
because no-one needs to depend on it, we can hang out
18. Shoes determine whether you're fashionable or not.
slippers tell me how cool you are
19. I own a Debbie Gibson CD, and I'm not afraid to use it.
who's debbie gibson?
20. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.
tell me that i'm not...if i'm not.
21. A man I love plans the occasional fancy-schmancy dress-up date and impromptu weekend getaways, and he buys my favorite candy in advance when we're just going to the movies.
make plans! i love that!
22. You look hot in hooded clothing items.
I love it when I wear your hoody - that black one? or the one your sister got you
23. You should never tell me what to do.
just guide me :)
24. If I slept over, you owe me breakfast.
because you make awesome fry up, so i hear.
25. My breasts love much licking and sucking.
no comment
26. If you ask me out directly, I will say yes.
:D
27. I'm very impressed when you ask for my advice.
YAHAAA
28. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.
but i like control at times, but i love it when you're controlling-with limits
29. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.
or my favorite colour
30. I want to be Madonna.
i want to be me
31. Women get urinary-tract infections easily, so watch (and wash) your fingers.
WHAT?!
32. I'm in heaven when you hold my hand.
and do a little stroke with your thumb, but you know i love that
33. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.
you're sexy when you're with me, thats all ;P
34. I need to hear how you feel about me. Often. Tell me now.
yes :) go for it
35. Surprises, especially gifts for moi = more loving.
not too much, because you don't need too.
36. I want to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this.
yes
37. If I'm not feeling loved, I will start looking....
you're not socks, you're more then a channel bag, i wanna keep you forever
38. Discussion of ex-gf's and ex-bf's should be avoided at all times.
especially, if the only reason you broke up is because she moved away -,-
39. I like it when you tell me what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself.
yes, i do.
40. Celebrating our anniversary, even if it's only been a few months, earns major bonus points.
yea :)
41. I love it when you're sweaty.
you're a man, looking like ones hot. do you know what else, when you put on man spray, like lynx and that one you have on your desk.
42. It's best to consult your gal pals for gift ideas.
they know what i want
43. A lady should always be greeted with kisses.
and if i go in for a hug pick me up and spin me around
44. I like porn.
no, i don't
45. I love holding your bum in the palms of my hands.
stroking your back is more for me
46. Even nice girls like hushed dirty talk in public.
i'm posting some thoughts online which i shouldn't but yes.
47. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...
yes, it is.
48. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.
yes i would, but don't break up with me
49. I remember everything about our relationship.
more then you :P but it's oka because i love you
50. You should know all this and more with-out my telling you.
we're working on finding out stuff, like today we had the most loveliest time talking about how you like

AIRPLANEEES

WINTERTON SHOW,
nothing is better then that, nothing. especially when you're with your best friend making memories which you will reminisce later in the years to come. we have it planned you know, me and jade. we'll go there in booties and short shorts, curly hair and our faces au natural. and pack loads of jewelry. I CANNA WAIT.
last year, we had good memories like 'instine' and 'loosing money' and then when jade fell out the waltsers. >:] aaah, i love that weekened.
i was in the best mood last night aswell, it was right banging, i did my hair in curlers which didn't curl it, only made it volumed, but the top layer was curly and then the others were volumed, DAMN i love it. and then i put on this little black number which i got yesterday, orh :) i just couldn't stop smiling lastnight.
i love my best friend,
and my boyfriend.
omg, he makes me so happy. sooooo happy. it was friday and we just hung out, tickle fights laughing none stop and making new things ours like when i try and explain something he'll cover me in kisses to put me off :) aaw, i love him.
:D
but i need to get ready so fo' now :D x


airplanes- BOB ft. Haley Williams and Eminem - because you never know where things'll take you, plus it reminds me of olly >:]

AS ALWAYS, IT'S YOU.

today i'm running race for life, with my sister and mother. it'll be good, raising money for the best cause, because you shouldn't lose people like that it's not good. because it's harder losing some-one then losing yourself. espically when they're younger then you, even if only by a few months.
it's hard, i had a cry the other night, but it'll be reet james'll look after me, open doors and stuff.

IMAGINEE IMAGINEE

OLLY made my day
like he always does, just makes me smile. Always makes me smile, I don't know he just has a way with words. And the way he makes my feel special.
Nuff Sed Olly, I care about you. LOTS.
and tomorrow when I go out with him it will be good, I don't know how describe how he makes me feel, he makes me feel well, special. :) and 'nice' as we say. yes, we have 'words' and 'songs' so that makes us even more awesome, and all the more cuter.
it's the world cup soon, :) it's going to be good because me and christie are having a bbq on the first match and we will have a good time, bikini's, ice cubes and cocktails, the best out of the summer.
talking about the summer hasn't it been the best weather like ever?
the sun is high in the sky and it tends to be cloudless, thats the first thing i realised as i stepped out of the concrete world of the underground this morning entering into london, the cloudless sky and how pretty i felt. i just wish i brought my trilbe and a camera, but i wasn't allowed - embassy you see.
embassy wont let you bring camera's were as I think that my dad was just jealous of my coolness today thats why he wouldn't let me wear my straw trilbe - i will wear tomorrow! OURGGH YEA. 'sounds like a plan'
I thought lots about the husband today (olly) i don't know, everything reminds me of him, and really soon. I don't know, I'm not going to jinks so I wont say. :)
I just like him lots.
OMG I HATE THIS ADVERT, IT'S AWFUL!
I HATE DINA MCCOLL IN THIS ADVERT 'ONE MILLION POUNDS' URGH. it's always on e4, which I suppose it's my fault because I am always watching e4, I'm always in the conservatory now, it's summer, it's a summer thaaang. (Y)
I don't really neatly blog, I'm going to fail as a journalist, i will fix this one day, but you know, for the time being. i can smell Terry's (gardener and household friend's) coffee and it does smell very nice.
I think I might just get one.

- love like rockets - it's an awesome song by ava (angels and airwaves) it's our song. DOUCHE FACEEE (H)

I am not going to bold anything when I'm uploading via my iPod. It's too much hassle and it's vey annoying.
The weather has been so good since James passed away, he is using all of his smiles and strength to give us it so we know that we're being looked down on.
That's why ive been using the weather to it's potential, I was out tanning with my wait for it -boyfriend Olly :) and then water fights with my. crew! DAMNN, we gave toasts to James and making the most out of the days. Oh, gtg!

naarh, i don't want a song title today.

yesterday wasn't the greatest, no-one could of made my day.
My friend James past away last Sunday, only a day after we saw him. Bless him... he is in a better place now and although blogs are the place to ramble I am thinking close friends deaths aren't the best to post on facebook, blogger or twitter. Apart from the saying 'sleep tight sweetie'
At that, my father and I had an argument, and then we had a heated family discussion. I'm not in the mood to type right now.
GOOOOODBYE

Today ladies and gentlemen, I had a brainstorm, personal mind mapping whatever you want to call it. Well, this all started after watching Junior Apprentice on Wednesday night, followed by re-watching it on Friday night. And it got me thinking. I could do that, I could do amazing at that (not being cocky, but it's true).
I would like to own my own shop, starting on the Internet first and then expand out and go to events like...the clothes show live (dream or what?!). I suppose this really does fail for my idea of working on magazines, I suppose I was just lost in the blur of Nylon. I suppose it still is my inspiration, makes my heart tick as the colors hit me in the face. Oh, what an experience.
I know it will be hard, but if I start saving now I could have my own little business by the time I am late 15. I am a dreamer right? Well, I think I could- even if at first it's not rolling by posting things on facebook and handing out leaflets I'd have a word out in no time.
I really hope this works out, my own little fashion store on the net. I would love to one day have my own little shop, and clothes while playing lots of songs which I can share the love with my customers. But oh if that doesn't work, I guess I will have to just push even harder. Because like Walt Disney says "dreams will come true"

oh, at that I will have to say - I am going to go in for the appritence when I am old enough, junior one (Y)

FRONTLINE

OLLY AND MATT MADE MY DAY
Matt, is just being so nice through the situation about James which has got worse, but to get onto that later, Matt makes me laugh and cares about me. He's a good guy. Olly, he's funny and sweet. Made me laugh yesterday, cz' he was in a weird mood he is just so nice.
James, to get onto that topic. He has done really bad, he only has a couple of weeks left. And after days of crying and thinking the worst, I think he will be able push out a couple of months, he is more then a fighter. He is a strong guy and I am so happy we saw him yesterday. I love James to bits, and I don't need to cry because he is still here and if I haven't got the hope and positivity for him to keep fighting then what chance has he got? :'(
If I carry on going on about this I'll cry again and he wouldn't want that.
BTW. teenage dirtbag - wheatus not weezer (thanks olly)
and, the song which I will have for this is Pillar - Frontline. mine and james' song. (L) x

ALL THE SMALL THINGS

WOWZA, dancing with the sister to some right banging tunes in the middle of the air (erik: how do we actually know where the middle of the air is? kirsty: well it's not high up, or low down. erik: i need measurements) this is just pure awesome. I am shaking my tail feather ;)
I LAAAVE MAJOR LAZER, (L)
thats all.

all the small things - blink 182, cz' it was a small blog.

DON'T LOOK BACK IN ANGER

(bold) OLLY MADE MY DAY (/bold)
THATS MORE LIKE IT. I say thats more like it because now I have abitt of music on it can brighten any one's day espically because I am charging my iPod. I hope while doing this "I am not erasing all my data and music and stuff. That would make me really upset and stuff. I think I would start swearing, and cursing that the little old people behind me would be applaud and then cry. Along with me.
I am very dramatic when it comes to my iPod I hardly put it down, I listen to music, socialise and treat it with tender love and care. The only thing which I don't do with my iPod which I could do is take photo's, but that would be an iPhone not an iTouch, would it not? I am thinking it would.
To get onto the topic which I normally start with, which would be the person who has made my day. But even before I do that, update is needed. Andy has been some-what jerkish and has not talked much, found it awesome how much he is into gaming and trying to sort out his life which meens, "kirsty I am not into you, but I am trying to be nice and let you down easy" that makes you even worse -,- and Olly, always makes me laugh as we all know, he has been the starterof this thing serval times, he makes me laugh because his helmet suits my face (like crocs suit my feet - Jade you'd get this) but yes, he's made my day (to finally to get onto topic) because he has been so sweet lately, loading me with compliments getting all the cd's I wanted and just like showering me in love. I think he is sweet, I don't think anything will happen, but hey! if it is supposed to it will. (:
I am going home right now, but lets take you through the day...

gooooooodmorning sunshine, - thats the sun coming through the blinds and if I wasn't happy to be seeing my friends (and curtains) in the first time in 6 weeks then I would not be saying good morning, it would be something along the lines of ARRRGH STUPID LIGHT GO AWAY.
I woke up, then realised what a day I had ahead of me, lots of packing to do, and a last minute tan to get, and there was one thing I was going to look forward to more then the other, the tan. I'd say I quickly did my case, but that would be a lie, it took me hours on end. Jumps and rugby wrestles to get my case filled with skateboards, roller skates, shoes and some clothes to close. I did it ofcourse, with it being 23kilo's, (this was the second lightest case we had out of the 5 we had for 4 people).
The house was on air-con at 24degrees compared to the outside humidity which was at 37degrees, the hottest day we had while being there since we had been treating it as our home for 6 weeks. I lay outside for about an hour, two hours, chatting to people like Olly, which is always a pleasure, and James, who had bad news (with out sounding morbid by cutting a story short, we found out James had lukimeia a year ago last Feburary, and he had been good since last summer, back at school and just being Jamesy, now he has found out that he has it back, which was upsetting, I love James to bits, like a brother and stuff, I am not going to worry because he is going to come through it, I had no fear about it- oh and my other friend got hit by a car, he's okaa minus the fact he has a broken foot and could need plastic surgery, but that will probberbly come up in another blog). After talking to them for a while and slowly being pushed into the shade by the house which was acting as a shady wall, I moved to a different place to be told by my sister how much sun burn I have. SCORE! What else could you ask for on the last day of your holiday?! SERIOUSLY? I go back to school on Tuesday, that gives my legs and odd patches on my stomach (my arm lay across one part of it, so I'm now like a ZEEEEbra), time to turn into laaavely tan which I can show off infront of to my people (mac daddy or what? ;D). It's worked out pretty well to be quite frank. It's all good.

song - don't look back in anger - it's on my ipod BIATCH.

LEARNING TO FLY

It's weird to think I'm over a thousand feet in the air, and going faster then a some extreme roller coaster rides but yet I still complain about the odd turbulance. I've been on the plan, what two hours (maybe) now, and I have resort to getting my laptop out to have a good old blogging sesh. You could be wondering, internet in the sky you lucky so and so. No, word document, saved uploaded on a further date, cz' I'm cool like that. I don't know what I could say to entertain you guys mind, I am finding it hard to entertain myself, it's the May 1st, (uno de mayo) in America yet 2nd in England. And we still don't think time change is possible. Actually we've been having it for ages since we had planes.
Who would of thought when we first got planes we would of been going and flying abroad for holidays, those in WW2 didn't (I know this cz' I watched fly boys) and I am beasty like that.
Well, this blog is short. I will do another one once I've sorted out my music playlist. ;D

learning to fly - foo fighters.

EH EH

Aubrey made my day today, because he's a loser
Aubrey wrote me an offline message saying: I124Q, I laughed, try and figure it out.
I hate having the same song stuck in my head all day, it's so much more then fustrating; but do you know what makes it worse? When you don't know the name of the song or that many lyrics and your just repeating and repeating this one line allong with a random hummin noise which is supposed to be the tune.
I'm like that with a song right now, all I know about it is that I like the song allot, it mentions about running away together, eh eh eh and sun is mentioned in there aswell. The most annoing part of it all is that as soon as I get it out of my head I enter a shop and there it is playing, Khols, Applebee's & Orlando's Ale House. Father wouldn't shut up so I could understand the chorus then maybe I'd have some luck in being able for it to get out of my head. If only I could hum it and some one would understand what song I'm on about, this very fustrating situation has happened to me at it's highest points when I had Vampire Weekends - A Punk back in the days when I didn't know more then the 'HEY HEY' at the chorus, and Colbie Calliats 'Bubbly' when I just knew the tune. Luckily I recognized her voice from the song she has with Jason Mraz, but I'm not that lucky this time am I -_-'

the song, is the one I have stuck in my head.

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN

EILIDH MADE MY DAY
it's been pretty weird in my house lately, me and my sister got two random adds on facebook, guess who they were? half sisters. we knew about them, but it's just weird to be added on facebook by two people who are so close but so distant.
we've been talking and although it's complicated now I can't wait to meet them, but I hope this moment doesn't break our family, cz' we're so close ATM we always are when we're out in America.
eilidh made my day today because she dragged me out of bed & now we have more memories because of the words 'heinken and fajitas' because of the kick butt way I say them. Yesterday we were out, we went to universal and we got the most amazing photo ever, it was off the hulk, & you know Jason manford? well rewatch or watch his DVD now. to the bit where he mentions about following a woman in the car and he says I could of done a friendlier face. well we did that friendlier face & when it's on my laptop then I'll post it because it's kick ass like the movie. well although I haven't blogged in a while I'm going to go now because my sister is having lunch and I'm going to join her the big cake that I am ;) (another memory in there YOU SEE) eilidh gets it -_-'

the song is girls just want to have fun I want to say the artist is called cindy but I can't verify it. we were singing this song yesterday.

ANDY made my day again
he never fails to make me smile, he compliments me and makes me feel like i'm the prettiest girl alive. He makes me laugh and blush. And I think about him allot. 3 more weeks untill I meet him - yeaaah (:
I again seem like a silly girl (:

WHEN IT RAINS

ANDY made my day, yesterday, and the day before
I like talking to this guy, he's lovely. He is called Andy, he makes me laugh, and smile till my jaw bones break. He's 16, turning 17 in August "/ this is a problem for a girl who's younger then him, but Jade - my lovely best friend - is with this guy who's in the same year as Andy. So I don't know.
To be fair, I've never met him, but he is in the same year as Aidan so this means he's not a pedophile. Which is good ;) He's supposedly, 6 ft-ish and he has a dusty brown hair, I recall him saying that his eyes are blue and I know his favorite sweet is humbugs. He compliments me all the time, and I don't even hint as to say I want him to. He described a girl he'd like to be with and said I'm 88/10 of it. I suppose it seems silly to say that I like this guy, when I'm most probably a little girl to him. But I don't know what he looks like; I don't mind what guys look like to be honest. As long as they're not Caliban out of The Tempest.
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Another thing on my mind is lightning, damn, I hate lighting. There was huge bolts of it last night, and it freaked my guts out, I couldn't sleep. I'm scared of lightning and allot of weather things, like hurricanes, volcano's and tornados. One time I was in the car and thought I saw one, I started crying and the rest of my body froze. I really don't like freak weather. I'm at the front of my house, I was casually watching a repeat of Project Runway on lifetime TV, while reading a seventeen magazine which my sister got earlier that day, when the screen went blue. I'd heard the rain, damn any-one could hear the rain, but it got heavier and heavier. The thunder got louder and louder; while I was walking down stairs to get my phone with a little purple light to show my way in darkness the whole room lit up by the strike of lightning which kept me awake for hours on end.
This isn't my worst experience of lightning, we were driving back from Walmart with food and a funky pillow for my room, and then a huge strike of lighting BANG in the road in front of us, you should of seen my face. DAMN! It was awful, this is basically when I started to become more scared of freak weather. Along when I was taking photographs, I'm a photographer and I was getting some heavy-wind outfit my house along with dark clouds and rain, this hitting on the lake was one hell of a picture. Just as I'm about to take a photo of it, BANG lighting just across the narrow lake, again should of seen my face. My sister did -_-' and she picks on me about it ever since.
WHEN IT RAINS - PARMORE, I was going to do DILEMA-NELLY&KELLY but the song fits in better with both then DILEMA (:

THIS IS HOW YOU REMIND ME

MOMA made my day
I've been feeling ill, and she's been looking after me.
But onto another topic.
I heard about this Nickleback concert Friday night at Hard Rock, I'm trying o convince the rents to let me go. I've never been to a concert which is just my stuff. So this could work out, espically since the tickets are $60 per piece. Not bad ehh?
I'm watching Sister Sister (Y) how cool am I?
That's all (:
The song, Nickleback - This Is How You Remind Me
Kinda suited the little block I wrote (:

HOLIDAY

EILIDH made my day today
cz' she gave me a laaavely hug. I found a note on my iPod which I wrote when I was in the bus t'Italy. Just thought I'd post it on here (:
I am so tired, been up for ages and I can't sleep I've brushed my teeth and done all the things I'd do at home, the only thing I'm missing is my bed. How I miss my bed :(
Our driver is a douche. I know because he like woke every one up and then told us to all go back to sleep. Guess who's a stupid man, no prizes for winners ;)
I've video blogged twice about people I've met, I met this guy called Joe and he's in love with my bag. Not bad ehh ;)

there you go (:
HOLIDAY - green day, kylie, atomic kitten (you chose)

I remember this day I was in Scotland. I was having my dinner with Lisa - my cousin, Eilidh - my sister, Auntie Helen - my aunt, Mum - my mum and Gran - my gran. My sister and I slept at Lisa's the night before, a proper girly night, ice-cream and click flicks, and woke up to the Imbetweeners.
My gran had a tea, and I had a diet coke, we were sitting down for some lunch, some nice bread from Aulds, bread, ham ect. I was budging up so my Auntie could sit down next to my gran. And then my chair leg got stuck so I lent on a shelf to fix it. The shelf broke. Radio fell down, crash, bang, whollop.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SEEING?

OLLY has made my day
- cz' he makes me laugh.
I mean what's with that sheep on his msn name? He's 17 now, birthday yesterday. But it's all good, I got him a present. Gravy granules. Aren't I the bestest friend? Like ever?
I like to make my song title tie in with my blog. But I'm not really sure what to do. Aha. I've got it.
HOLIDAY TOMORROW - HEY!
Well, we travel to Manchester tomorrow, but it's all good because me and Eilidh always have a sick time in the hotels. Because we take my camera EVERY WHERE :) If only I could find my memory card. :(
We're off to Florida again, and I've got so much sub-work, because I can't go out of school in term times with out having sub-work. So I'm pack loaded with essays, tests and research work. I have to do a project on America, History test, English test, French and Spanish test, photography work, DT work, another DT work, toooo much science. It's annoying, really annoying.
I haven't even packed yet actually. I haven't even started, I'm just sat down stairs with this laptop listening to music, currently YES- SNOW-PATROL, it was LET THE BASS KICK IN MIAMI BITCH- LMFAO+CHUCKIE, and that my friend is a great song. :)
In America, I plan on shifting a couple of pounds, not to much, because my curves look LAVELY with a golden tan which I get after going like a tomato. Talking about tomatoes have you heard about that festival in Spain? DAMN! I want to go there, it would fit in great with that holiday which me and my friend are planning, an unexpected holiday, which we'll rent a tour bus and make a band, go to a nude beach, he's growing a beard, and we're off sand surfing and indoor sky diving, skateboarding through NYC and ohh. I can't wait. Erik is cool. (Y)
This has been a rambling blog about anything which comes into my head, so it's not very good for readers which are jumping, a bit like a dreamy really. I had a dream the other day, and this guy broke into my house, so I through a pie at his face, we fell for each other then he had to go, but I couldn't kiss him goodbye because we had security and my dad might of saw and so he gave me a cactus, because they don't die and then suddenly my friend was there sitting on him, hiding him from my dad and then we talked about kittens.
Now I'm thinking about skiing, and how I'm on the trip next year. GREAT or what? ;) I've just got all the photos out and I'm so happy with some of them. It's great. The photo is at disco night :)

- do you know what I'm seeing - PANIC! AT THE DISCO from there album Pretty. Odd. This blog has been rambles and also the seeing could link to the dreams so. (:

THIS LOVE

NOTHING has made my day today
I've done nothing so far today, apart from being slightly annoyed. I woke up, no sleep, I always wake up at 6.45 now. It's a lovely feeling -_-' I joke.
So, I've told some things I shouldn't have lately. I don't mean to say it, but I hate lying. I'm getting a bit of foot and mouth. Not good.
Now, every one thinks I like this guy. When I don't. I like some-one else. But I can't tell him that. I'm just screwed up. I just want a guy to hold me. And feel loved. (:

this love - maroon 5, I kick but at this track on karaoke

IN MY HEAD

CHRISTIE MADE MY DAD TODAY
I hung about with her, she's a good friend. I'm happy we're close. She made me laugh, allot. And we're planning so much. And, awww. She's so lovely.
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Big Bang Theory, doesn't get old, I've watched the same episode twice and it still makes me laugh when Howard walks in, in that Goth outfit. HA DE HA DE HA
I'd write more, but I'm not in that mood -_-'

the song is jason duerolo, christie got it in my head.

I'M JUST A TEENAGE DIRTBAG BABY

MILKWAY STARS MADE MY DAY TODAY
Walking into the local Happy Shopper and realizing that even the Fredo's had gone up 7p since I used to bite on one in the nineties, and looking over to see that milkway stars packaging had changed proved that I am a nineties kid.
I loved Saved By The Bell, Fresh Prince Of Bel Air and I listened to the Spice Girls. I watched Full House, and woke up at the crack of dawn to hear the slightly reggae theme tune of Hey Arnold! I also loved Minlee's glasses on Recess (I never new how to spell her name). I remember DW very well, and that pink dress she used to wear, to be honest it was more like a pinafore.
I remember the chocolate, and my very funky leggings I wore, with flower prints; I'm actually wearing them now, they're quite tight and you can see my underwear line, but I'll manage. I loved being a nineties kid; even though it makes me seem really old to say I lived in the last century.


- weezer, teenage dirtbag - they're were massive in the 1990's

MODEL

OLLYS HELMET MADE MY DAY TODAY
Firstly, I'm starting my blogs a bit differently now. I'm going to say who's made my day, and later on in the blog I'll explain why. Also, my blog name, or title will be a song which links in with my blog. This entry is called Model by Glass Shark.
- Olly's helmet made my day today, because when I took it off i shook my head and I felt like a goddess, I do the best take of helmet shake with short hair EVER.
Onto the actual topic of this - model.
You all know that I want to be a fashion journalist. Well I've been doing things to help me know about how to write well. I enrolled onto this thing which was telling me some rules of being a fashion journalist, I knew I'd forget before stapling it into my brain I'd have to write it some where. Here seems like the best place, so voila:
1. Research is God (in an Elvis Versace Jumpsuit)
2. Know your product
3. Don't get to technical but know your terminology.
4. Hey Shakespeare, why say 45 words instead of 20? (Get to the point)
5. It's all about the photos sweetie.
6. Make the audience feel they're sitting on the front row of Marc Jacobs with you
7. ABC SPELL CHECK

- and with that, I can use some in my blogs. A place of practice, but as for my readers I'm not going to do to short of passages, but try not to bore you. This makes me even closer to getting to be a Fashion Journalist after the options I've took, Textiles, Art and Design, Business and Spanish. Textiles will help with terminology along with Art and Design which has a course in it of fashion, no winners to who's taking that ;)
(btw those 7 fashion tips were written by Peter Holder)

SONGS - what a remedy.

I love listening to songs that you haven't listened to in ages. And songs which get stuck in your head simply from an advert and then become looped on your iPod because you pay 79p on itunes for a chorus.
Thats what it's like with me and 'lifehouse - broken' which I heard on the 'Time Travelers Wife' which is a good movie, a romantic can't go wrong with Racheal McAdams, and then with 'Zelda - Farewell' which I haven't heard in ages because it's on my old laptop which is broke and I don't have the CD it was on now. It's all a little gay. But my friend who I suggested listen to it, bought it! And now that lovely song is back in my hands - muhaha.

HOMEWORK (N)

I'M SO EASILY OFF TASK
I was starting to do geography homework, but the statistics of Brazil were boring me, and all the interesting ones were irrelevant. I suppose it would help if I had my journal down here, then I'd know what to do.
My sister has just done three sections of English course work and I've made a group on facebook. Not like I make them all the time, me and a friend where talking about it like making a group and stuff like a week ago, just had time to do it now. (:
I've got loads of spare time on a Sunday, though I should do science homework, and my other science homework, maths, geography, spanish and french. But really, I can't be bothered, I don't even need to take French next year. I'm taking Spanish, and for that reason I should start doing it.

STUFF

na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na
BATMAN
thats what my friends hoody says, minus that 'nanas'

I had a maths test today, two 20 minute ones, and they weren't that bad. For a GCSE anyway. ;)
I'm talking to my ex again, this is a good thing in one perspective, but a really bad one in another. We need to not keep going back to each other, and it said as my horoscope we would in MARCH, this is MARCH DAMN IT! This time last year though, it was the sweetest we were at our best, picnics movies and all that yada. :(
I'm over this guy, I just find comfort in the compliments, well not compliments. Just things he says, we get each other like that. We were good for each other like that. Shame he broke up with me. What was the reason again?
Oh yeah, he didn't give me one.

GG

DOES SHE THINK SHE'S GOSSIP GIRL
to some-one who used to be innocent to some-one who is screwing other people's guys in public bathrooms. And then posts on face book that her best friend is a slag?! Seriously, if only people knew the crap you made, if only people knew the things you say. Tut-tut little girl, you're never going to grow up.

SUMMER (L)

I LOVE IT
the summer feeling. I'm in it, the summer feeling. My fragrances are all fruity and I'm snacking on peaches, I'm thinking about 'my outfit' the outfit I'll be stuck in for all summer. Like last year I was wearing a range of boy swim shorts and a white tank. And the classic white canvas or flip flops. This year, I'm going for a flowing shirt and faded blue denim shorts and a pair of worn leather short boots, with the tongue flipped out. The image in my head is great, I hope your imagination is working the same path as mine.
I suppose thinking of the sun makes you in a summer mood, I'm venturing to the sunshine state three weeks today, and I plan on tanning, and not do as this song says (the song being 'sleep all day - jason mraz') I plan on having action packed days, and work on me. My skin, weight, and the curls and natural waves of my hair. While reclining in a chair next to the pool reading a magazine making me wish for cocoa beach.
And no doubt I'll be slipping a smoothie, and yet another smoothie when I head to St. Cloud and Cocoa Beach. Still working on my tan in my short shorts and those boots if I get them, to be fair maybe the boots will be more 'England's Summer' which for the weeks I'm here stretch to a gorgeous spring day. Because leather is sweaty and on those American beaches that just wouldn't be practical.
I'm going to Spain, and yesterday when I bought some perfume G from Gwen Stafani's Harijuki collection - the summer one ofcorse, matches my Spain scent, from the mandarin top and the dry vanilla scent over it. Hum, stunning (for a scent anyway).
All this thought has came from single thoughts of the sun and listening to a song this morning, 'Remedy (I won't worry) - Jason Mraz' has put me in a good mood this fine damp day to this of the sun. Well lets evaluate it, no it made me think happy and I suppose the sun makes me happy, because it brings out my freckles. To be quite frank, with out my smile and freckles I think I'd be really ugly. So I feel pleasured to have this. Along with my apricot beige skin. :)
I think I'd love life a little more if I could get a pedicure and a manicure (for the nails I will grow) just before summer. I'm not really this kind of girl, well my 'this kind of girl' I mean, some-one who wants manicure's and pedicure's, hair did and all that yada. I just think I'd look pretty, and make my look come to full potential.
I'm not vain, just. We've been through this before. I like summer. I'm a Nylon Girl, who likes summer. Thats a good thing. Summer's good, kind of bad if you are where I am in England. Or England in general, I suppose sun isn't our thing, but as soon as we get it there are the limited few who actually go into the sun. The rest of us; well we sit in the shade created by a parasol with an iced-lemonade with a straw and admire the sun. And when it comes to time when man is fed up of his wife's food he'll cook a BBQ, and although it's only risen to like 20 degree's we pretend we're in Ibiza and still put on factor 50 sun tan lotion.
Unless you're me - ofcorse. And burn and then tan. So we let our selves burn. All's good when a tan comes around :)
I know have a fake light on and a vanilla slice has been set out for me, which reminds me of the vanilla in my perfume, and as it's at the side where my clock is I really should start some maths revision. Even though I'd rather write about the sun that ace my GCSE.

LETS TALK FRUIT

AND THEN I FOUND MY SELF INDULGING IN PEACHES
I'd just had some cereal, coco-pops if you were wondering, and then I went over to the cupboard and I some them a tin of morrisons peaches, pulled the tab got a fork put in a bowl. I was indulging in peaches. I don't eat allot of fruit, but lately I've been feasting on strawberries (it's all I eat when I'm ill, along with drinking lucozade), I enjoy the occasion kiwi, and pineapple is a lovely treat while in a bus. But other then that, I don't eat allot of fruit.
When I'm in America, I'd say the blender is my home-boy. I'm none stop putting ice-cubes and banana's, mango's, pineapple and all other fruits in it. It's some thriving type of smoothie to have in the morning. And smoothies in America make my day. :)
I used to shove in my smoothies, milk and ice-cream by gallon load, and now I'm settling for the bucket of crushed ice, resulting in crunchier and cooler drink. It's delicious. I really should open up my own smoothie house.
But it wouldn't beat the one down at the loop, less than 200kcals in a smoothie! Fantastic! Great breakfast there, they do all kinds of healthy foods, from sandwiches, fajitas and salads. It's a dream little place. Next to a shop which has the most gorgeous fruit fragrances. Which reminds me, I need to go spritzer my hair. :)

NYLON

MY FAVORITE MAGAZINE IS NYLON
I think I'm going to do an art project on it. I've done allot of project's but Nylon, I'd put my heart and soul into.
I decorate my walls with the words it uses, and phrases like: 'girls will be boys' and 'ice ice baby' to celebrate the first Nylon magazine of 2009 with Lily Allen who grazed the cover.
It takes me up to 4 hours to read the whole magazine, because I take in all the detail. And still by the end I forget because I'm blown away with the cover interview which is at the back.
I'm simply amazed by the art, the music, radar, culture of the single editor who made the magazine. I want to take up a column on the magazine, weather it's the music or the cinema section. Beauty or fashion (though preferably fashion), I'd do it.
Oh, and the dior phone last issue. I heart, I'd buy. If only it wasn't $14,000 dollars.

I'D PAY ALOT OF MONEY FOR A BAG, BECAUSE IT'S ESSENTIAL
along with shoes, glasses, t-shirts, jackets, necklaces.
Anything but scarfs. In italy, I was shopping and saw a scarf for 140E, it's the same design which you could get from a Primark place. If I was loaded I still wouldn't do it I don't think so anyway, if it was a special brand I still wouldn't. I'm a designer girl. But I know my way to what's the right price to pay.

nice is an under estimated word

There is nothing better that you can do but be your self. It's the advice for life really. I find allot of people don't be there self. And it's not good. You should always say if you have something on your mind, but you should know when to stop.
You always should say your point to be your self.
The hardest part is finding you, completely.
It makes me sound like a monk the way I post things about how you need to find your self, but it's the things I've been having on my mind. I think I'm quite an innocent person, I know when to let my hair down and stuff. It's hard to say how you are, and how to describe your self to a stranger. Because they need to make there own opinion about you.
I'd say I'm quite nice.
Thats not a vain though. It's not vain to say you're nice. Nice is a very under estimated statement which is Bela in Spanish.
I have big glasses which are Gio-Gio, although my hair is dark brown not black, they blend in pretty well, they sit on my nose and slip down allot around them I have freckles like paint splats which decorate my face. My smile is big and I have the odd gaps, nothing big but I still notice them they're quirky. Like me. Thats an insight to my face. Oh I have a sweeping side fringe and it's smooth.
Ta'da

being a geek pays off

My writing skills are failing. Bad.
I recently got my English book back, and we've been doing all this stuff about Jane Eyre and Charles Dickens 'Great Expectations' and I was okay at some of it. But I just pee in the wrong place.
Odd statement if you don't know what I mean. Pee - Point Evidence Explain. I really need to improve. I want to be a journalist, and even though writing about classics isn't my total thing I want to write about in my future career it wouldn't be a bad thing to ace my paper. It's not good, not good at all. I need to improve some of my skills.
I might actually ask for some extra work. You might think geek, but I really want this. Plus, who would think geek, no-one reads this. Just me, but maybe one day when I'm an awesome fashion journalist people will look at this and say:
'being a geek pays off'

DANG, I feel like a traitor for not being on here in such a time.
I've been so busy, gcse's and skiing and stuff. Mainly because I'm more then cool. I'm pretty legendary.
Well, skiing lets start with that...
I went skiing with school, got some year 11 friends, beast eh? and some collage ones ;)
I've got close with this person called Alice, she is pretty cool to be honest. And I've been greeted by a very hot year eleven himself, but tbh I know secrets about him, funny ones at that ;)
I had a great time skiing, I really did. I've got close to some people in my own year there as well. And I've talked to them allot since we got back, and this resulted in me not really talking to my best friends. I suppose I'm more reliable to my self, meaning I know I ahve other friends apart from them now. Doesn't mean I don't love them to bits or what not. :) I do I do. But ya'll know ;)

I've wrote a letter.

I've wrote a letter to some-one youtube famous,
I wonder if he replies.
I've wrote a letter to some-one youtube famous,
He's names Damon, or D-Fizzy when in disguise.
He talks to his mom about llama sex,
and tells us how long he lies in.
He makes videos of him self,
If you don't like him live in a bin.

Thats how far my rhyming skills go to, they suck. It's terrible.
I'm listening in to a conversation my mom and sister are doing, we're on about shelves which we need for a room, and a bin we should get for Bulgaria.
Now black mailing. Conversation changes allot in our house, we're on one topic and the color of a t-shirt, or a word can change the conversation. This is mainly my fault, one word reminds me of a song. It's good, apart from when I annoy my sister. Thats not good, not good at all.

I haven't done this in about a week :O

I haven't blogged in about a week, it's not good. I suppose blogging I was all up with it in the January blues, but now it's February :)
I'm going to blog to say about how I've suddenly become youtube obsessed because of possibly the person who I have the most in common with, she's one of my best friend, the other one being Jade (no I haven't forgotten about you because you've got swiney ;)) but me and Tyla have got close, and it's good. We laugh allot about youtube things and stuff. Like our personal favorite is IDEK 10, which if you haven't seen it's a must to go watch, you'll be hysterical.
Isn't that right Tyla? :L:L
I've become youtube obsessed, like with odd individuals, who sing, make jokes, and talk to there mom about if she would go gay for lady gaga. Thats what I'm talking about (Y)
It's good to relax at your friends drinking mocha's in penguin slippers, thats when you know you've got some-one you can confide in (Y)

Three Years From Now;

Three years from now;
I imagine myself, for starters three years older, my hair still short, but a better style. And a better color which matches my 'cool' skin tone. I have quite a square face, so I can't go to short, and I don't want to look like the kind of 'Bulls-eye' lass, where you can't really tell if you are a man or a woman, despite the size of your boobs.
Either short hair, or long hair, past my shoulders but not long enough to reach my hips. A side fringe is always a must as I have a big forehead, no matter what Tyra Banks says I'll never have no fringe, thank-you.
I want to be in America when I'm older, I think the whole tan is good on me, mainly because it brings out my freckles. Fair do's if I was living in America maybe the redish-brown color I was going to dye my hair yesterday would suit me, who knows.
When I'm older, I want to be thinner, and be able to walk in heels. I think I'll still have a blazer collection, the blazers will always be a must in my wardrobe. But I don't know, I'll stay core.
If I go out to America, in three years I'll still be at school, getting ready to start my final year in this coming September. Or if I'm here getting ready to start my final year at collage. In some kind of English/Journalism course. Who knows.
I want a big change.
I want it now.
So it'll effect me in my next three years.
I don't want a bad big change though, thats not good.

thursday night = shave legs night

When it gets to Winter, you find shaving your legs gets pointless to do it every day/other day, and us unlucky enough to do PE, means we have to do it on a Thursday night. I was tired, and running late for Big Bang Theory, so I cut it short, and decided to do it while in the shower in the morning. So I ruined the scheme.
It's lovely to tell some-one this. In-fact, it doesn't matter, because the only people who are reading this are, Jade and Kyle.
HEY GUYS.
And to anybody else, which is most probably hovering their shoulders, hello. :)

HYPOCRITE

I believe I am what you call a hypocrite, and I need people like my best friends to say it.
Yes, from the blog the other day I wrote 'every one is annoying me with the mentions of fisting your teachers, and douching your grandma's' and stuff like that. It's not nice, and when you mention it into context of teachers, and my grandmother, it's not a lovely thought. But to be quite frank, I am the one who writes 'douche' after allot of things I write, manly because, I don't think of what it actually means, as much as I love the sound of the way it's pronounced. It's quite funky to be honest.
I'm now going to twist this into something about Skins, mainly because I can, but I'm mentioning it, because I did watch it last night, it was on after How I Met Your Mother, and it was something to watch on tele while doing my English homework, and after I finished writing about poetry terms I was getting into the story line of Thomas, and this was mainly because his little sister was funny. But, when he wasn't on the screen, or Jai-jai wasn't, it annoyed me, it was still swearing, so it left me have time for my homework. But, I must say, they did have that sex scene for some-time. I managed to re-watch the beginning of Big Bang Theory, mainly because it was awesome last night:
"I hate my name it has nerd in it, Len-nerd"
LOL
ha, watch it my 25 views, watch it.

Sound Delay

Stupid sound delay. I need an expensive camera, so we don't have sound delay. Agree? Thankyou :)
I love dee-fizzy - douche face.

youtube

I want to start youtube blogging. I want to be a video blogger as-well, hopefully I'd get into it as much as I get into this. Thats just a little insight to my life. And I'm going to leave it at that. :)

Scotland

My mom told my friends that Haggis was an animal, and just curled up into a ball once caught, a bit like a turtle.
They believed her, that was the funny part. I like my Scottish heritage, and I remember allot about my times there on holidays and stuff; since I moved here at a very young age.
We went to the Bunny Park allot, thats what we called it anyway. It wasn't really called a Bunny Park, but when you're a little kid you see things and then a name just clicks to it, so when we saw the bunnies hop all the wet green grass we gave the Battery-Park the name of: the Bunny Park. We walked there with my Gran, it was just around the corner from her, opposite the park which was next to the school, which was next to another park, next to my Gran's. We walked there and we would look at the budgie's and feel so brave walking over the bridge which had the water underneath. I remember my Gran always wore a blue jacket and my Granda always wore a little flap cap, which would sit over his white silver hair, and he would wear a green jacket and his glasses on the tip of his nose like they would fall off while holding a paper. He always held a paper.
I've seen photo's of my cousins at the Bunny Park, they where very young then- I wasn't even around -they're there with my mom. Jamie the oldest, Lisa younger, and Laurie a couple of months younger then that. They where wearing flinstone outfits, with little bats and stuff, it was the only day the grass wasn't coated with water droplets. They won the clubs fancy dress award, my mom took them that day.
I remember days down at Largs with my Gran, Granda, sister and Mum. We'd always think about stopping at Nardinies but walk past it and get fish and chips, tablet and, if we were good later, a scottish ice-cream cone with a flake.
We'd stop and eat them just out side of the sweetie shop on a green bench with a tree with no leaves next to it. After that, we'd take a walk into the bowling alley, which my auntie once got three strikes in a row on her very last shot on, and then go on the 2p game slot and the dance matt, which is always funny to look at a four year old fatty hitting the keys in a fluffy hat. Once we finished there we would look across to Melport and have a look at the Island I would one day cycle around on with my sister.
Those were the days. :)

I basically broke her video camera.

I basically broke her video camera.

Not by anything on purpose, but I thought the grey rubbery thing was a memory holder, and I failed to open it, because of the failure length of my nails. Turns out it wasn't it. And I still do have stupid nails, which I have to grow. But it now has a piece of rubbery thing hanging off. But I think she'll be okay with it, as-long as she doesn't see that crack near the screen. Yes, everything shall be good. :)

I want to be a little girl again, with my curly pony tail. And my fringe flicking in all directions over my forehead. My teeth were straight then. I smiled and it all fit right, now they're falling apart, just like we do when we grow up. I want to wear that itchy checkered school out fit, although I don't want to wear those hush puppy shoes with white ankle socks with a little pattern which went over the cuffs. I was cute when I was younger, but in the early years of juniors, I was quite chubby to say the least. But it's because I didn't care what I ate, I'd go to the Chinese and have more of an apatite of what my father and I have now. We went to that Chinese allot as a child, my nanny was friends with the owner you see, so we got free fortune cookies. She fed me allot, but as I said, I didn't care I was a child doing what I liked, and what I liked was not exercise.
I was cuter when I was younger, it's okay to be vain about your childhood, I was friends with Lauren Pott's and we made little wooden beds for our favorite teddies, there was a tank of fishes or frogs or something if I remember right, I could be remembering wrong, I've grown up with fish. We had two fish tanks, it started off with a fish bowl, then went to one fish tank, and then another fish tank next to it, we was always going to this shop and buying new castles for the fish to forget in 10 seconds. We didn't have to buy that much cleaning stuff, as the cat-fish did that. They were ever so polite. With there brown and black coloured skin slowly moving around like a mop, those where the good days.
Once we had different kinds of fish, like guppies and kissing fish, cat, dog, so many. But we then got a small pond, to put several koi-carp, but my dad wanted more, he loved fishes. It was a big pond, and my dad said if we ever got rid off the fish we'd get a blue lining for it and a heater and it'd be a pool. We asked my dad all the time to get rid of the fish, but it was always a sad time when we had to flush the fish down the toilet because they had a disease or dead. I went through 4 Custard's, Custard being the name of my fish, I got another yellow one each time, and every time I called it Custard.
It was horrible when we got rid of the pond, we had too.. the sides where leaking after a good time having, several years to be exact, we had to just give away all of the fish, not for an expence for nothing, give my dads pride and joy to his friends friends was horrible. But we where going on holiday the next day, it was either that or they die. It was horrible when dad told us, and we never got a pool there, it leaked it was too late.
I remember when they where builiding it, for the first pond our next door neighbour heleped with it, then for the second one, my granda helped, the same way he helped build the conservatory. He has allot of him around here now he's past, he'll always be with us though. Thats a good thing about having a faith, knowing your lost ones are never completely lost.